24.4.11
he bent his head to touch my mouth and i had the perfect moment of indecision and then your face flashed behind my eyes and i (forcefully) stayed
and suddenly it was your arms around me (heavy) and your hot breath in my ear
digging your fingers into my back, tugging the roots of my hair the way i loved
but reality slammed back and it was his lost hands, his unfamiliar raking touch
and you weren't there, and i found myself alone with a stranger
and strangely enough, that wasn't anything new at all
so i will let you go
because i'd rather feel lost and alone
than in the company of your empty stares and pitiful grins.