coffee, tea, or me?

So as of this moment, I am freaking out because I ordered this great, perfect-in-every-way dress for my graduation pictures online in a UK size 4 (size 0 US), totally confident that I could somehow squeeze into it, until I searched up 'UK SIZE 4' on Google, just for fun, to have pictures of skeletal, near-death girls pop up and make me insta-gag. There is no way to cancel the order, and to return it would be such a hassle, so now I'm hoping and praying on every God and shooting star that ASOS clothing has some kind of wack size system and it will actually be equivalent to a size 6 and it will fit me...IT WILL FIT ME I TELL YOU!

Anyways, I just booked my individual graduation photos which will be on the 7th of November, Saturday at 6:00pm...that should be enough time to make myself stay pretty and have my makeup not run and my hair not deflate for an hour right?

I am having a group-picture-attendee dilemma as well :( I don't want too many people in my picture because it'll be too crowded and dresses will be blocked, but I can't leave any one out! Aaaaaaaaaarrrgh and I have to write my grad write up soon, as well as finish grad transition and start on year book and...basically, graduating blows a lot more than I thought it would.

OH YEAH, highlight of my life (sort of): my sister and I saw VANESSA HUDGENS @ American Apparel. The scenario: I was paying for my U-Neck dress and red magic belt when I felt someone looking at me, so naturally, I looked to see who it was. It took me about 5 seconds to realize the girl I was basically having some kind of staring contest with was MY FASHION IDOL. I guess she saw this flicker of realization in my eyes and started talking to her little filipino mom, and I started secretly hallucinating, and I told me sister to "Come here, come here!" and "Is it just me or is VANESSA HUDGENS standing right behind me?" and my sister was all "Oh my god it is." and we were both freaking out at once and then Vanessa's sister, who was the one shopping there, left so naturally Vanessa left so me, being such a loyal shopper, didn't want to abandon the cashiers as they were processing my order so my sister ran after her and asked her if she was WHO SHE WAS and she was like "Yes! Shh." and I saw that part happening before my eyes then my sister asked for a picture and she said "No, not today. Bye!" and walked off and we were so. Depressed. But not really because I SAW HER OH MY FUCKIN' GOD and we were freakin' out with the employees who claimed she was talking to ZAC EFRON (AKSDFJALKSDF) ON THE PHONE "Baby..." and we joked about how we should have just grabbed the phone away from her to hear his sweet, sweet voice of Troy...

I like not being called in for an on-call shift :) Still waiting for that phone call from Chapters...

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