we'll take sour sips from life's lush lips
coffee, tea, or me?

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12.4.09
turn down the volume on your insecurities,
it doesn't take a whole day to recognize sunshine.

Lazy days & sleepless nights have gotten to me in one long weekend. My mind is on a crazed spiral of doubt and insecurity while time tick-tocks it's way right past me and my unaccomplished goals. When it stops and I get a chance to look at where I'm at, all I see are the things I never got to get done and right when I decide to do something about them, the continuum is broken and I'm as significant as the yellow dotted line dividing the world's race track. I am a dotted line; constant with inconsistency. The spaces in between my decisions are never linked in the way I'd like, but what am I to do about it? This is the way I am.


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