laugh, cry, say goodbye
21.3.09
"I’m a good man, in a dark room, in a big town under a full moon, it’s a friday and I’m almost home. I’m in a good place full of head space, got a brand new pack in my suitcase. But it’s dinner and then it's bed alone. How do you break a mended heart? I'm bored and want something to do. I wanna fall, fall asleep, asleep in the arms, the arms of a woman a woman who doesn't, doesn’t deserve my love. I wanna lie, lie to myself, myself and someone else, just to feel something, something that hurts me...the hurt makes me feel alive. Gonna make it, like I need her. Gonna miss her the moment I meet her, and it’s only gonna get worse from there. I’ll be rappin' there in the shower. She’ll be here by the end of the hour. I can do better but I can’t do better now. How do you break a mended heart? I'm bored and want something to do. I wanna fall, fall asleep, asleep in the arms, the arms of a woman, a woman who doesn’t, doesn’t deserve my love. I wanna lie, lie to myself, myself and someone else, just to feel something, something that hurts me...the hurt makes me feel alive. So long, it's over. Nice to skip the chance you get to know you. Why did I think this was true? Because I wanted to. I wanna fall, I wanna kneel, I wanna laugh, cry, say goodbye, beg, lie, cheat and steal." - The Hurt by John Mayer